Thursday, December 31, 2009

Codigo De Ativação Tvcenter Pro

Post travel

That or I will burn the lasagna in the oven. From
that is almost over. A
me parties give performance anxiety, Christ.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Woman Sitting On Womans Belly

Vade behind

Shit.

[What I realize is not the best way to start a post, but "the balls are in short ," as Efrem Bertazzoni known sociologist and political scientist from the low bar].

There 's been. There 's been good. Apparently [and say seems] to have a job, a serious, I mean.

A beautiful conversation, quiet, with a light, without shadows. Also with regard to the reward, not even a disagreement, a crystalline arrangement.

without a crease.

Perfect .

Shit, I said.
shit because, for the great thing is that the cosmic balance, if I went so well today, I do not dare to think about what I sound anal arrive tomorrow.

[get older, we become refractory even to good news. But these things are].

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Honeymoon Shower Invitation Poem

Waiting for?

look forward to the answer will come tomorrow and, meanwhile, there's no way to sleep.
Why this is so: it is not the answer, but it is the expectation that weakens you.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Gulfstream Blueprint Archive

As it turns out - Part 2

As I discovered my lymphoma ... The story begins at a distance.

Winter 2007-2008. A of the driest winters in recent years, almost drought. The skin seems a bit 'dry. Itches. Everywhere. Start putting creams and goes a bit 'better. But little. Then I try to change the fabrics, using only cotton, cut all the labels because they can not stand. Months passed.

Stanca. My mom if I'm tired. Of course, we're doing crazy shifts. But then my shifts are not heavier than those of others, if they do it why should not I do it myself? The itching continues, but I also did blood tests and everything was more or less in place, no liver problems, are allergic ... will be stress? It can be ... seems even worse reflux esophagitis: I might add a pillow to sleep, otherwise I get a cough. Mah .. maybe I should go to a psychologist ...

Winter 2008 to 2009. Continue and increase, itching, tiredness, and cushions ... I always seem to stress only. Repeat blood tests, everything always seems ok. Work, work, work. I feel a little 'puffed up, the chain does not seem closer? And I feel swollen left external jugular, right? I ask my colleagues ... but no, I figured ... Maybe do a chest X-ray. Yes .. and then what? I have nothing else to do ... and the clock is ticking ...
April 28. I come back from a week off from my past are almost always sleeping, but I do not feel very rested. Perhaps because the week before I had worked 90 hours? Mah ..

As always, back from vacation, I "won" the morning-night shift, and I prepare the night doing my usual nap. This time, however, I rebel against the pillows I always slept better without cushions and stomach, may not be able to do now?
I wake up to fatigue after a couple of hours, the alarm sounds insistently, the head is heavy. I look in the mirror and I see fear in his eyes swollen. Actually I feel all swollen, head, neck ... Palp instinctively feel the neck and finally, a supraclavicular lymph node on the right, at least 2-3 cm thick, but as I have done not to hear first?
And suddenly, finally, after months, the pieces of the puzzle start to go right ...

I go to work. On my arrival in intensive care nurses see me and gets up the chorus, but what have you done?? have a face! Quiet, I just woke up a bit 'swollen, in fact I have a swollen lymph node, but quiet, now I go to the emergency room and I shall have two exams ... My colleague the night on the phone, talk to him then ...
Inside the emergency room agrees with me on the examinations and also suggests an ultrasound of the neck the morning after. I have to ask the chest X-ray. He: I figured, come on, we hope Of course not ... Me: You prescrivimela.
Step in radiology, but there are many people, and then just at that moment I called for an urgent caesarean section. A nice boy. A small miracle, as always, that little baby screaming, the mother moved. My last cesarean section for a while '... Fortunately, however, also the last call of the night, almost a second miracle!

Review in radiology, there are still people, but the engineers decided that I have the earlier (on the other hand I was already gone before, no?) And make me pass. When I leave the dressing room is a chest on the monitor, and comment, well, not bad. The coach: yes, in fact it is better than yours ... which is this: the mediastinum is a bit 'wider, but did you know already, right? Me: No, I made the plate for this. The coach: ah ... It seemed like a great response, there was just nothing else to say. That could only mean slab lymphoma. If we then put the itching, tiredness, cough (which, I began to suspect, was due to the mass and not the esophagus), could not be more. I knew I knew the coach. She also immediately understood my colleague of the estuary, when I got up and I showed him the plate. Being doctors in certain things it helps you save some anxiety waiting, because you know some things alone.

Well, it's been a long night, are the two past and my tiredness is always with me. I'm going to sleep. But you can also sleep, I get connected? Oh yes! Absolutely!
I'm going to lie down in the chair-bed where we lie when we call for some urgency, with three pillows this time ... but in fact I fell asleep immediately. I wonder what awaits me, and when will the next night I'll spend in that chair, if there will be another night in that chair ... but I'm sure it is. The lymphoma has an excellent prognosis, hematology was not one of my favorite college exams but I remember it well. If you have to have a tumor, lymphoma is perhaps the best of all. Or at least, the least worst.
And then, if I must be honest: relief. It is not stress, I'm not mad. I finally know. Finally, you can do something. Finally, above all, I can rest. In the morning they will begin their tests, treatments, news that, in fact, a lot will change 'my life, at least for a few months. But for now I can rest. Quiet at last.

(photo taken from the site http://www.nottidiguardia.it/ )

Food With The Word Golden In It

On the road again (st)

never know life.
You can never say.

fact I'm quiet, which takes the place is a moment ( life is a storm, but take it in the ass is a flash , said the such).

What will happen in duemilaedieci me a lot of interesting things. That is, a bit 'I do, a little' I'll happen, you will not ever get it all in her arms, by chance, but we need a little bit you use, that if you sit on the bank of the river and expect to see the corpse your enemy, it turns out that yacht you see it go in, all right.

So sgrugnare below and then figures Barbine (holy shit, I'm getting schoolgirl), because thou hast no time to lose.
but in the end a bit 'worn you. Mica can continue to run as an idiot all the time without guess one, that is, you can, but I am very Fantozzi, which does not stimulate my self-esteem.

Jump to understand why scans all serious changes in my life with similar periods of the year. "New year, new life" This tour could also have a sense [but not] [use the square brackets are a bit 'more alternative] {clips are rather pompous, that is, no, more kitsch than anything else, with being' needle in the middle} [here, the brackets are minimalist design fans], I said? Yes, that might make sense, ec'ho afraid of this thing, a little, at least.

And a lot of other issues that I sleep badly fans. What aspect

answers and nervozizzimo.
I already know the answers to some questions, but I do not want to hear.
That not all is as it should, which also means that something does, then I can not complain at all.
What I've got performance anxiety and we are still on the high seas.
What the fuck Executioner, in the end the stuff that breaks most of the balls is going back Ikea.

Be well, good people.
-L.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Marzetti Cole Slaw Coupon

As it turns out a lymphoma - Part 1

tumors are treacherous.
People often think that tumors do poorly, or do you live in another way. It 's true, you are alive and often cause pain, but this usually happens because they grow, invade surrounding tissues, giving distant metastases, which in turn grow and invade ... But earlier, when it is small, cancer often does not feel right. Yet it is precisely when a tumor is small can be better fought. To prevent this, whenever feasible, is important.
instead lymphoma, Hodgkin's at least one, sometimes makes itself felt in his own way. (There are several types of lymphoma, primarily divided into two main groups: Hodgkin's and non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. The reason and significance of this division, I'll leave you to search Google ... ^___^ I have Hodgkin's disease and I talk about this. )
The NHL is a cancer that arises in a lymph node, and the lymph nodes are small organelles scattered 'throughout, very useful for our defenses immune. The NHL, therefore, usually "born" in a lymph node: then spreads to the lymph nodes closest first, then those a bit 'more distant, and finally reaching the lymphoma cells in bone marrow, which is the "factory" of all blood cells and the immune system.
symptoms with which it can 'are in fact present a Hodgkin nonspecific pruritus (everywhere, and without apparent cause), tossettina hacking, or fever or low-grade fever, weight loss, night sweats profusely. Then
lymphoma MAY 'be heard because, growing up, going to compress other organs, a vein, perhaps, or intestines. Or is it a place where if it grows quickly see the "bump": the sides of the neck, in armpits, the folds of the groin ... In this case, the person realizes it and goes to the doctor immediately, who will make the appropriate examinations.
course, if has an itch not think of the lymphoma, as well Nanni Moretti said in one of his films, and hundreds of cases may have fever, night sweats and when a general is to blame the heat, heavy duvet , when heated too high ...
However, Hodgkin CAN 'also not to be heard at all ... and be discovered almost by chance, maybe doing an ultrasound or a chest X-ray.
But if you have many of the disorders described above, maybe we should do some tests ... just to be safe!

... and I as I found to have Hodgkin's disease? If you are interested in knowing you have to read part 2!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Congratulations Card, Sample

me introduce myself ...



It 's my first blog, and I do not know how to do a blog.
But I think it's polite to introduce myself and explain why I started to do a blog.

am Claudia, I am 34 years old, a physician anesthetist. And I have Hodgkin's disease.

The idea of \u200b\u200ba blog to tell my experience, and especially what I had learned to live in, so maybe that would be useful for others who live in my own experience, I had learned months ago. But then the time is not ... I was back at work, I was busy schedule ... and so I have not done anything, and the page set is already vacant.

Now here I am again, in the hospital for my second chemo "consolidation" in the journey that will take me all'autotrapianto ... hoping to eliminate this repeated once and for all.
This time the weather is, I have no excuses.
He is also a way for me to take stock of the situation. And not to forget.

So, here goes. This is my story. Or at least, a little piece of my story ...

Because life, mine and all goes well Apart from a lymphoma, a problem, a difficulty. Indeed, maybe life is just everything else is so worth living that helps to sustain the difficulties, care, problems and suffering.

But here tell only a piece of my history, my life. The rest, who knows ...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I Found A Lump In My Anus

Home

"House" is not a place, but people.

And as when (it's raining outside) you walk away from your home parenthood, you realize that you miss because you're gone in as before. The shirts do not stretch more miraculously by themselves.

The dishes are not lined up dutifully to the dishwasher as it once was.

the center of each room, opens a portal to the elemental planes of Dust.

Now you manage, dick.

It's not clear why this should give you a sense of freedom ...? Independence?
What is it, it must feel more adult, mature, wash the socks?

I thought growing up meant having responsibilities (series mean), and a more developed sense than the seat of a bicycle.

Yet, I understand that is not a big deal, but necessary. To overcome fears, to test themselves, perhaps, but for something dimostrasi. Whether willingly or not, we all know that having a mom and a dad, as well as a blow to ass (at least in my case) is also a convenience mica laugh.

So, I know that my four walls I did not miss much as the smile of my grandmother, my mother for something that breaks the bales, like my father who needs nonsisacosa. My bed will not be uncomfortable, but there will be Bongo in the morning and licks my face to wake up (without ringing, Callaghan).

And it's not the best year for work, for people I've lost, and for many other things. Therefore, it is necessarily the right year, that if you can now coglionazzo, even someone like you can say that half way.

So, I do. There, I said. I can not draw back.

But, Mom, tomorrow morning you wake me, I did not want to point the phone.
At 7 and a half, thanks.

-L.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Catchy Slogan For Anorexia



... see who is the instigator of all the shit that I do.
And while we're here, because I understand even preclude, say from the outset how it ends.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Buy Engraved Baby Spoons



ON AIR: Barry McGuire, Eve of Destruction the

Bravo. Bravissimo.
You were really very good.

E 'was hard, eh? I guess. I followed you, you know?
Oh, not now, no, there was too much to do, I did not know which side to take. I'm sure you understand.
From where we started? It 's been so long since I can remember well. Ah, yes, here, now I remember.
We started from the south. Yes, come on, the southerners! We started with them. Come on, yes, we called them "southerners"! Do you remember? That plus you are also stupid. Because if you knew what "Southerner," you would know also that, by all rural roots, in practice we are all a bit ' "Southerners". Eh, sophistry, but it's nice to point out your ignorance.

And who came? I do not remember if the Moroccans or the Albanians. Yes, that's when he said "but come on, it sinks ste 'boats with the refugees, you do not see anyone! Mica can keep them all here in Italy, no? "Yeah. Days gone by.

Then? My memory has never been very good. Also because among Gypsies, Muslims, Chinese ... with all these people, there is confusion, no? But the important thing is that we have done a great job together. I
I put my, you labor.

And then when we're done with them, we went to the furthest tight. The other European countries.
The other regions.
The other cities.
neighboring countries.
neighbors. Home.

And, slowly, we got to here. And we were just you and me. Within half an hour has passed since we killed with the second-last human being on this planet.

And now, while you watch the hate in the eye, and you realize that you are left alone, and you have one shot in the gun, now you know that there was only one person to hate, and probably was the one hate from the beginning, now that you have arrived at this point, you know it's true, you have to do?

And do a thing done well, for once in your life. Bag it in the mouth, that gun.



... BANG.


But tell me Over and over and over again, my friend
Ah, you do not believe
We're on the eve of destruction

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Any Good Romantic Eng Dub Anime ?

I wish that more full metal jacket

Even if I eat the fucking mud, drinking from puddles or who knows what else, I swear that I bend three or four times, but to break even you can not do it. What
after studying a life and have fixed rates of more than 15 years, we do not want to stop everything and just start a thing like this.
But I come from a family that made the school hard, my dear, I am the most damn hard for everyone.
So put away the cravings, so why not'll never make it.

Friday, August 21, 2009

How Does A Vexilar Work

Twenty-August Duemilanove

6.
seems like yesterday. And perhaps it is.
And do not write it, so that you know, right?
-L.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Green Colored Running Tights

That's if you like.

- Hello.
- Mh.
- Live hard, eh?
- Mh.
- I'm not very sociable today.
- sorry, is that I have exaggerated.
- Actually you could do with less.
- Oh, ... chettedevodì
- Yeah, come on, is that at every birthday, anniversary and feast day you can reduce it.
- No, it is mica fault of the Captain's birthday.
- Oh no?
- No.
- And what then?
- You know.
- But stop.
- No, really.
- But you still put it?
- Apparently.
- I mean, let me understand ... you drank to forget about it?
- To forget, to be more precise.
- To forget what?
- You know.
- You can not forget ... that stuff.
- And in fact I could not, however, at least for a while, 'I did not think about it.
- But coming home was not easy?
- We can not go every time. I have to get used to.
- Of course I drink to forget it is a film cliscè.
- They say cliché.
- It is okay, that one. The fact remains that it is a pitiful stuff ...?
- Me I am well aware.
- Not to mention that you risk your skin and license all the time.
- E 'most of the skin, which I am interested, I put the license into account years ago.
- So what do you think of?
- Boh.
- not much, as the plan.
- indeed sucks.
- And then?
- For now I'm going to Sardinia, then I'll think about when I return.
- postponed one week will not change anything.
- and indeed would be a great thing to go.
- Even?
- You know better than me how I feel. What do I hear.
- Talking about it?
- And with whom?
- With people concerned.
- I think this is bullshit.
- Why?
- Why I do not want to hurt anyone I love, then I do what I do best.
- Lying?
- No, go ahead.
- To go where?
- I do not know where I'll arrive. But at least I know where I go.




"Loneliness is not being alone, you love others unnecessarily."
Mario Stefani.


Happy holidays, good people.
-L.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Cake Ideas For Mom Birthday

Lillo

Done. Finished. Stop.
Now we just have to disassemble everything and then we'll get it.

This edition of the Feast of the Party of Sticazzi (just to understand that I really care so much, politics) has been incredible, but the new team took the bar blow. With sadness and sgagnando of nervous, but oh well.

Sure, we drank less and had stayed just a little 'more, maybe half would have struggled, however, We can not stay here for combing the dolls, right?

What matters is that you all have enjoyed (some more, some less).
hormone was high as usual (not for nothing, the usual meeting place is called "the Ormonificio"), but no diplomatic incident, though in the end we aware that the tragedy touched a couple of times. Oh, we have not even made a slapping, but not even once. An incredible stuff, really. Better. By contrast, slinguate have followed with impressive frequency, stuff that seemed to be back in high school.

The only note, here, I wanted to do ... is just a trifle, a trinkets from nothing, but anyway ... this is so, let's put it this way: I tell you, I know that you are reading. I know you know me (less than you think, eh), so I know you're there. You get to the profile of FB, so I'm not surprised you're reading. No, I do not do names. I also carefully avoided to give to understand sex, so we really sure.

So. Indi. Strive
.
me I please.
It 's a serious business, but to me it brings a lot of discomfort (and even use the solemn-solemn, a rare commodity).
Just too little, not you bring him home.

But if you must come and fuck on stage concert, at least throw the condom in the trash, for God

And they say they are touchy.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Little Red Wagon Birthday Ideas

caput mundi.

I were on the ass.

God, if I were on the ass.

Mica always, eh, when you do so.
When you have the last word for strength.
When you care the right of reply, when you talk about this language idiot that can not be answered. Massimo

Fuck what you were heavy. I do not know if it was you or the weight of what we'll continue today. You were so heavy that Manuel did not have the strength to loaded in the shoulder.
But not like I was alone, so we all have arrived, and two where you had to go. That contrary to what I always said I was not "fuck off".
was a place where smiles from a photo plastic, which I have not seen so much and do not want to see. Why not going to be there.

When I want to find, just to open my little heart out and make a tiny little bit 'of those memories I have of you. You

forever part of my Flock of assholes. Die there is no good.

Massimo & Manuel - still rolling!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

How Long Do You Bake A 6x2 Cake

Time for a change ..

Two and a half hours.

What then, I realized I want to be sure that you can not afford to make mistakes on the assessment, you have some responsibility.

But two and a half hours, Christ.

know how much stuff I can do it in two and a half hours?

What then there was Helen who was waiting for me.

But you do not, chemmenefregammè , you thought. And thou hast also reason, he, God forbid. You're the boss. But excuse me, I wanted to ask you something. That is not

cute, is also a little 'taken for a ride, but I can not resist, but I have to arrange especially:

if to give me the green belt, thou hast put two and a half hours for the black thing I do, I take a week holidays?

3 to go, mates.
Kisses,
-L.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Blood Blister On Upper Gum

Kimura

Being sad is not beautiful in the summer.

But actually, there is little to laugh about.

In these terrible moments I remember when I was little, and I had no problems I have now. I still can not feel nostalgic for those times: the fact that they completely ignore what awaited me was a blessing, indeed. With awareness comes
responsibilities and the bad times, but this is no excuse for ignorance.

At least it's sunny outside.

ça va.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

What Is Best Joint Rolling Machine




Chinati.
More. Yes, you have dodged, but only slightly. Use more legs.

Move.
That's it. Bravo.

Now grab. For the sweatshirt.
No, not by the collar.
You know what to do.

Well, exactly. Pass under
now. Quell'avambraccio Please, for God

Ok, the other hand, now. Like this

You got it.

And now screams my name, schiantalo the ground, and makes this stupid to understand that you are the skinny on which to break the wrong balls.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Period Masterbation Vids

How would Lucarelli

... fear, eh?
There are, only that they are taken from a lot of stuff lately. Type
arrange a meeting with all the scum as soon as blogger winters (climate of shit). Later
way to find them all.
Kiss,
-L.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Disturbed Singer Piercings

We want you

that in the end, a good friend who calls you from across the world just to know how you are, is always a great thing.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

How Do I Know If My Computer Is Hd

That some day get out of bed is not a good idea

The other day I was thinking (which alone is an event of some significance, mica happen every day, eh).
No, I just told myself, of course you, my Lillo, you have a timing that is second to none. Ie.
Italy goes to the dogs (oh my God, in reality, the world goes to hell, but we are in the small, it should be) and what you do?
You put on their own.

Shit, a genius.

Then you angry if you have little to do.
Sometimes I would sue my parents because they could at least put all the pieces, when I did, or maybe you could forget about some less important part of the brain.

And after all that shooting inexorably:

a-count of your years
b-count of what you would wanted / should have done instead and no
c-count of your many failures and sensational
d-The finding that you have not yet arranged a dick in your life (but we try), you're shit, but above that there are more between seasons and
-occurring depression post-cognitive magnitude 5.6
f-The desire for redemption, as the best family film, you dig inside, making you think crazy things like, "from tomorrow you change "or even" the next time I drink less "g-
The sadness of knowing very well that this argument have already done millemila times and never ever led anywhere

So, why me angry? So not even worth it.
Spend your life to get drunk at night, pretending that everything goes perfectly, and stop breaking the bales with cosmic all'equilibrio menate Ste. Ecchecazzo.

do not.
I know you want to be alone is difficult, it takes time, patience and lots of ass, but I've never had any of those three things. And I feel bad, and I do not want to write, to train, to do anything.
Male, Mr. Anderson.

will pass?
Well, I'm not convinced mica.
meantime I console (according to prominent media sources) just knowing that the rest of the world is not better than me, enlightened professionals paid good money does not explain why the children are pulling away from the nest the parents later and later, but mainly because Venice is a beautiful place, but to live there do not talk.

Well, today is a great day of shit.

Kiss.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Sample 60 Birthday Speeches For A Brother

Labor, and other pleasantries Aipod sciaffel

my return from holiday today: they have been around the Mediterranean on a giant ship for 10 days (poor). I was given the task (not at all unpleasant) to look after the trio grandmother-dog-house, with deleterious results for my patience and my coronary arteries, but oh well, now it is gone.

I started a solo career (to stop sexual jokes, ok?) For that concerns the work, and how it happens in the best traditions, there from Christmas parties to a friend needed a urgent issue, and I have worked for the bank holidays. But eventually the matter was really urgent, and then when a part of mica can spit in his hand, so I'm so felicerrimo.
seems to have already found something else to be taken, by then, there are good conditions. And then wake up and go to work in his underwear (which pretty picture, eh?) Limited to one meter from your bed is, objectively, that's cool.

last night that very good person to Skarfo brought me my new, brilliant and beautiful I-Pod Shuffle. Now I'm composing the hit list to go jogging in the morning, which proved to be a pretty good to me. I have to understand when and where to put the pieces, balancing the content, delivering the charge but without co sparingly me wait too long, a big job, in fact.
All this makes me very high fidelity, which in the end I'm sorry.

This Christmas and New Year I have only just digested. Ah yes. I spent a little bit.
E 'that are slow in these things. The holidays are always so dangerous, you want to mangiazza continuous, insistent want to swill (which is perhaps worse), want to revise a lot of people, and is not always a good thing. There are corners that should remain buried in place, but they do not, well, there seems to be a team of cavers dwarf dressed in red had the task to dig up everything you've diligently removed from your head, also because of the wonderful chance to forget, which is not always granted us poor fools.

However, planet Earth, everything as usual and I arrabatto smanaccio not to drown.
What then I wonder: in the end, everyone is hard to stay afloat, but it is worth it?
*

* EDIT: Oh my God! Contact occurred. AMICHEEEEEEEEEE! Die of inviDDia!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Pine Wood Derby Cars-star Wars Theme

it never comes the new year and I do not write anything

There, I said.