That or I will burn the lasagna in the oven. From
that is almost over. A
me parties give performance anxiety, Christ.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Codigo De Ativação Tvcenter Pro
Post travel
That or I will burn the lasagna in the oven. From
that is almost over. A
me parties give performance anxiety, Christ.
That or I will burn the lasagna in the oven. From
that is almost over. A
me parties give performance anxiety, Christ.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Woman Sitting On Womans Belly
Vade behind
Shit.
[What I realize is not the best way to start a post, but "the balls are in short ," as Efrem Bertazzoni known sociologist and political scientist from the low bar].
There 's been. There 's been good. Apparently [and say seems] to have a job, a serious, I mean.
A beautiful conversation, quiet, with a light, without shadows. Also with regard to the reward, not even a disagreement, a crystalline arrangement.
without a crease.
Perfect .
Shit, I said.
shit because, for the great thing is that the cosmic balance, if I went so well today, I do not dare to think about what I sound anal arrive tomorrow.
[get older, we become refractory even to good news. But these things are]. 
Shit.
[What I realize is not the best way to start a post, but "the balls are in short ," as Efrem Bertazzoni known sociologist and political scientist from the low bar].
There 's been. There 's been good. Apparently [and say seems] to have a job, a serious, I mean.
A beautiful conversation, quiet, with a light, without shadows. Also with regard to the reward, not even a disagreement, a crystalline arrangement.
without a crease.
Perfect .
Shit, I said.
shit because, for the great thing is that the cosmic balance, if I went so well today, I do not dare to think about what I sound anal arrive tomorrow.
[get older, we become refractory even to good news. But these things are].
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Honeymoon Shower Invitation Poem
Waiting for?
look forward to the answer will come tomorrow and, meanwhile, there's no way to sleep.
Why this is so: it is not the answer, but it is the expectation that weakens you. 
look forward to the answer will come tomorrow and, meanwhile, there's no way to sleep.
Why this is so: it is not the answer, but it is the expectation that weakens you.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Gulfstream Blueprint Archive
As it turns out - Part 2
As I discovered my lymphoma ... The story begins at a distance.
Winter 2007-2008. A of the driest winters in recent years, almost drought. The skin seems a bit 'dry. Itches. Everywhere. Start putting creams and goes a bit 'better. But little. Then I try to change the fabrics, using only cotton, cut all the labels because they can not stand. Months passed.
Winter 2008 to 2009. Continue and increase, itching, tiredness, and cushions ... I always seem to stress only. Repeat blood tests, everything always seems ok. Work, work, work. I feel a little 'puffed up, the chain does not seem closer? And I feel swollen left external jugular, right? I ask my colleagues ... but no, I figured ... Maybe do a chest X-ray. Yes .. and then what? I have nothing else to do ... and the clock is ticking ...
Step in radiology, but there are many people, and then just at that moment I called for an urgent caesarean section. A nice boy. A small miracle, as always, that little baby screaming, the mother moved. My last cesarean section for a while '... Fortunately, however, also the last call of the night, almost a second miracle!
Review in radiology, there are still people, but the engineers decided that I have the earlier (on the other hand I was already gone before, no?) And make me pass. When I leave the dressing room is a chest on the monitor, and comment, well, not bad. The coach: yes, in fact it is better than yours ... which is this: the mediastinum is a bit 'wider, but did you know already, right? Me: No, I made the plate for this. The coach: ah ... It seemed like a great response, there was just nothing else to say. That could only mean slab lymphoma. If we then put the itching, tiredness, cough (which, I began to suspect, was due to the mass and not the esophagus), could not be more. I knew I knew the coach. She also immediately understood my colleague of the estuary, when I got up and I showed him the plate. Being doctors in certain things it helps you save some anxiety waiting, because you know some things alone.
Well, it's been a long night, are the two past and my tiredness is always with me. I'm going to sleep. But you can also sleep, I get connected? Oh yes! Absolutely!
I'm going to lie down in the chair-bed where we lie when we call for some urgency, with three pillows this time ... but in fact I fell asleep immediately. I wonder what awaits me, and when will the next night I'll spend in that chair, if there will be another night in that chair ... but I'm sure it is. The lymphoma has an excellent prognosis, hematology was not one of my favorite college exams but I remember it well. If you have to have a tumor, lymphoma is perhaps the best of all. Or at least, the least worst.
And then, if I must be honest: relief. It is not stress, I'm not mad. I finally know. Finally, you can do something. Finally, above all, I can rest. In the morning they will begin their tests, treatments, news that, in fact, a lot will change 'my life, at least for a few months. But for now I can rest. Quiet at last.
(photo taken from the site http://www.nottidiguardia.it/ ) 
As I discovered my lymphoma ... The story begins at a distance.
Winter 2007-2008. A of the driest winters in recent years, almost drought. The skin seems a bit 'dry. Itches. Everywhere. Start putting creams and goes a bit 'better. But little. Then I try to change the fabrics, using only cotton, cut all the labels because they can not stand. Months passed.
Stanca. My mom if I'm tired. Of course, we're doing crazy shifts. But then my shifts are not heavier than those of others, if they do it why should not I do it myself? The itching continues, but I also did blood tests and everything was more or less in place, no liver problems, are allergic ... will be stress? It can be ... seems even worse reflux esophagitis: I might add a pillow to sleep, otherwise I get a cough. Mah .. maybe I should go to a psychologist ...
Winter 2008 to 2009. Continue and increase, itching, tiredness, and cushions ... I always seem to stress only. Repeat blood tests, everything always seems ok. Work, work, work. I feel a little 'puffed up, the chain does not seem closer? And I feel swollen left external jugular, right? I ask my colleagues ... but no, I figured ... Maybe do a chest X-ray. Yes .. and then what? I have nothing else to do ... and the clock is ticking ... April 28. I come back from a week off from my past are almost always sleeping, but I do not feel very rested. Perhaps because the week before I had worked 90 hours? Mah ..
As always, back from vacation, I "won" the morning-night shift, and I prepare the night doing my usual nap. This time, however, I rebel against the pillows I always slept better without cushions and stomach, may not be able to do now?
I wake up to fatigue after a couple of hours, the alarm sounds insistently, the head is heavy. I look in the mirror and I see fear in his eyes swollen. Actually I feel all swollen, head, neck ... Palp instinctively feel the neck and finally, a supraclavicular lymph node on the right, at least 2-3 cm thick, but as I have done not to hear first?
And suddenly, finally, after months, the pieces of the puzzle start to go right ...
I go to work. On my arrival in intensive care nurses see me and gets up the chorus, but what have you done?? have a face! Quiet, I just woke up a bit 'swollen, in fact I have a swollen lymph node, but quiet, now I go to the emergency room and I shall have two exams ... My colleague the night on the phone, talk to him then ...
Inside the emergency room agrees with me on the examinations and also suggests an ultrasound of the neck the morning after. I have to ask the chest X-ray. He: I figured, come on, we hope Of course not ... Me: You prescrivimela.
Step in radiology, but there are many people, and then just at that moment I called for an urgent caesarean section. A nice boy. A small miracle, as always, that little baby screaming, the mother moved. My last cesarean section for a while '... Fortunately, however, also the last call of the night, almost a second miracle! Review in radiology, there are still people, but the engineers decided that I have the earlier (on the other hand I was already gone before, no?) And make me pass. When I leave the dressing room is a chest on the monitor, and comment, well, not bad. The coach: yes, in fact it is better than yours ... which is this: the mediastinum is a bit 'wider, but did you know already, right? Me: No, I made the plate for this. The coach: ah ... It seemed like a great response, there was just nothing else to say. That could only mean slab lymphoma. If we then put the itching, tiredness, cough (which, I began to suspect, was due to the mass and not the esophagus), could not be more. I knew I knew the coach. She also immediately understood my colleague of the estuary, when I got up and I showed him the plate. Being doctors in certain things it helps you save some anxiety waiting, because you know some things alone.
Well, it's been a long night, are the two past and my tiredness is always with me. I'm going to sleep. But you can also sleep, I get connected? Oh yes! Absolutely!
I'm going to lie down in the chair-bed where we lie when we call for some urgency, with three pillows this time ... but in fact I fell asleep immediately. I wonder what awaits me, and when will the next night I'll spend in that chair, if there will be another night in that chair ... but I'm sure it is. The lymphoma has an excellent prognosis, hematology was not one of my favorite college exams but I remember it well. If you have to have a tumor, lymphoma is perhaps the best of all. Or at least, the least worst.
And then, if I must be honest: relief. It is not stress, I'm not mad. I finally know. Finally, you can do something. Finally, above all, I can rest. In the morning they will begin their tests, treatments, news that, in fact, a lot will change 'my life, at least for a few months. But for now I can rest. Quiet at last.
(photo taken from the site http://www.nottidiguardia.it/ )
Food With The Word Golden In It
On the road again (st)
never know life.
You can never say.
fact I'm quiet, which takes the place is a moment ( life is a storm, but take it in the ass is a flash , said the such).
What will happen in duemilaedieci me a lot of interesting things. That is, a bit 'I do, a little' I'll happen, you will not ever get it all in her arms, by chance, but we need a little bit you use, that if you sit on the bank of the river and expect to see the corpse your enemy, it turns out that yacht you see it go in, all right.
So sgrugnare below and then figures Barbine (holy shit, I'm getting schoolgirl), because thou hast no time to lose.
but in the end a bit 'worn you. Mica can continue to run as an idiot all the time without guess one, that is, you can, but I am very Fantozzi, which does not stimulate my self-esteem.
Jump to understand why scans all serious changes in my life with similar periods of the year. "New year, new life" This tour could also have a sense [but not] [use the square brackets are a bit 'more alternative] {clips are rather pompous, that is, no, more kitsch than anything else, with being' needle in the middle} [here, the brackets are minimalist design fans], I said? Yes, that might make sense, ec'ho afraid of this thing, a little, at least.
And a lot of other issues that I sleep badly fans. What aspect
answers and nervozizzimo.
I already know the answers to some questions, but I do not want to hear.
That not all is as it should, which also means that something does, then I can not complain at all.
What I've got performance anxiety and we are still on the high seas.
What the fuck Executioner, in the end the stuff that breaks most of the balls is going back Ikea.
Be well, good people.
-L. 
never know life.
You can never say.
fact I'm quiet, which takes the place is a moment ( life is a storm, but take it in the ass is a flash , said the such).
What will happen in duemilaedieci me a lot of interesting things. That is, a bit 'I do, a little' I'll happen, you will not ever get it all in her arms, by chance, but we need a little bit you use, that if you sit on the bank of the river and expect to see the corpse your enemy, it turns out that yacht you see it go in, all right.
So sgrugnare below and then figures Barbine (holy shit, I'm getting schoolgirl), because thou hast no time to lose.
but in the end a bit 'worn you. Mica can continue to run as an idiot all the time without guess one, that is, you can, but I am very Fantozzi, which does not stimulate my self-esteem.
Jump to understand why scans all serious changes in my life with similar periods of the year. "New year, new life" This tour could also have a sense [but not] [use the square brackets are a bit 'more alternative] {clips are rather pompous, that is, no, more kitsch than anything else, with being' needle in the middle} [here, the brackets are minimalist design fans], I said? Yes, that might make sense, ec'ho afraid of this thing, a little, at least.
And a lot of other issues that I sleep badly fans. What aspect
answers and nervozizzimo.
I already know the answers to some questions, but I do not want to hear.
That not all is as it should, which also means that something does, then I can not complain at all.
What I've got performance anxiety and we are still on the high seas.
What the fuck Executioner, in the end the stuff that breaks most of the balls is going back Ikea.
Be well, good people.
-L.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Marzetti Cole Slaw Coupon
As it turns out a lymphoma - Part 1
tumors are treacherous.
People often think that tumors do poorly, or do you live in another way. It 's true, you are alive and often cause pain, but this usually happens because they grow, invade surrounding tissues, giving distant metastases, which in turn grow and invade ... But earlier, when it is small, cancer often does not feel right. Yet it is precisely when a tumor is small can be better fought. To prevent this, whenever feasible, is important.
instead lymphoma, Hodgkin's at least one, sometimes makes itself felt in his own way. (There are several types of lymphoma, primarily divided into two main groups: Hodgkin's and non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. The reason and significance of this division, I'll leave you to search Google ... ^___^ I have Hodgkin's disease and I talk about this. )
The NHL is a cancer that arises in a lymph node, and the lymph nodes are small organelles scattered 'throughout, very useful for our defenses immune. The NHL, therefore, usually "born" in a lymph node: then spreads to the lymph nodes closest first, then those a bit 'more distant, and finally reaching the lymphoma cells in bone marrow, which is the "factory" of all blood cells and the immune system.
symptoms with which it can 'are in fact present a Hodgkin nonspecific pruritus (everywhere, and without apparent cause), tossettina hacking, or fever or low-grade fever, weight loss, night sweats profusely. Then
lymphoma MAY 'be heard because, growing up, going to compress other organs, a vein, perhaps, or intestines. Or is it a place where if it grows quickly see the "bump": the sides of the neck, in armpits, the folds of the groin ... In this case, the person realizes it and goes to the doctor immediately, who will make the appropriate examinations.
course, if has an itch not think of the lymphoma, as well Nanni Moretti said in one of his films, and hundreds of cases may have fever, night sweats and when a general is to blame the heat, heavy duvet , when heated too high ...
However, Hodgkin CAN 'also not to be heard at all ... and be discovered almost by chance, maybe doing an ultrasound or a chest X-ray.
But if you have many of the disorders described above, maybe we should do some tests ... just to be safe!
... and I as I found to have Hodgkin's disease? If you are interested in knowing you have to read part 2! 
tumors are treacherous.
People often think that tumors do poorly, or do you live in another way. It 's true, you are alive and often cause pain, but this usually happens because they grow, invade surrounding tissues, giving distant metastases, which in turn grow and invade ... But earlier, when it is small, cancer often does not feel right. Yet it is precisely when a tumor is small can be better fought. To prevent this, whenever feasible, is important.
instead lymphoma, Hodgkin's at least one, sometimes makes itself felt in his own way. (There are several types of lymphoma, primarily divided into two main groups: Hodgkin's and non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. The reason and significance of this division, I'll leave you to search Google ... ^___^ I have Hodgkin's disease and I talk about this. )
The NHL is a cancer that arises in a lymph node, and the lymph nodes are small organelles scattered 'throughout, very useful for our defenses immune. The NHL, therefore, usually "born" in a lymph node: then spreads to the lymph nodes closest first, then those a bit 'more distant, and finally reaching the lymphoma cells in bone marrow, which is the "factory" of all blood cells and the immune system.
symptoms with which it can 'are in fact present a Hodgkin nonspecific pruritus (everywhere, and without apparent cause), tossettina hacking, or fever or low-grade fever, weight loss, night sweats profusely. Then
lymphoma MAY 'be heard because, growing up, going to compress other organs, a vein, perhaps, or intestines. Or is it a place where if it grows quickly see the "bump": the sides of the neck, in armpits, the folds of the groin ... In this case, the person realizes it and goes to the doctor immediately, who will make the appropriate examinations.
course, if has an itch not think of the lymphoma, as well Nanni Moretti said in one of his films, and hundreds of cases may have fever, night sweats and when a general is to blame the heat, heavy duvet , when heated too high ...
However, Hodgkin CAN 'also not to be heard at all ... and be discovered almost by chance, maybe doing an ultrasound or a chest X-ray.
But if you have many of the disorders described above, maybe we should do some tests ... just to be safe!
... and I as I found to have Hodgkin's disease? If you are interested in knowing you have to read part 2!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Congratulations Card, Sample
me introduce myself ...
It 's my first blog, and I do not know how to do a blog.
But I think it's polite to introduce myself and explain why I started to do a blog.
am Claudia, I am 34 years old, a physician anesthetist. And I have Hodgkin's disease.
The idea of \u200b\u200ba blog to tell my experience, and especially what I had learned to live in, so maybe that would be useful for others who live in my own experience, I had learned months ago. But then the time is not ... I was back at work, I was busy schedule ... and so I have not done anything, and the page set is already vacant.
Now here I am again, in the hospital for my second chemo "consolidation" in the journey that will take me all'autotrapianto ... hoping to eliminate this repeated once and for all.
This time the weather is, I have no excuses.
He is also a way for me to take stock of the situation. And not to forget.
So, here goes. This is my story. Or at least, a little piece of my story ...
Because life, mine and all goes well Apart from a lymphoma, a problem, a difficulty. Indeed, maybe life is just everything else is so worth living that helps to sustain the difficulties, care, problems and suffering.
But here tell only a piece of my history, my life. The rest, who knows ...
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